HOW INSENSITIVE PEOPLE ARE

Having a chemical pregnancy is like a big joke to us girls who've been trying for a while. 

The roller-coaster emotion of being extremely happy just to wake up in dooming misery.

To cope up, I went back to work and tried my hardest not to show any sign of grief.

However, news spreads fast and most of my office mates knew what happened. 

The horror of having to share my grieve became inevitable. Some showed genuine affection and some just 

tried to interject jokes that doesn't seem to help a lot.

People do not understand infertility and how that BFP meant the world to me. I thought I had conquered the adds, but it turns out that the odds had conquered me.

I just wanna share what the things people had told me;

1. Maybe it's not meant to be.

2. Oh, it's your fault, you should have stopped working.

3. The only way you can get pregnant is by staying at home.

4. Are you pregnant??

5. Oh, maybe it's just a false alarm. You know, people who've been trying to get pregnant always feels like they are, but they aren't really.

The 5th one was so damn painful. How can you call an embryo who's been growing for 3 weeks a false alarm? :-(

It's just so sad how insensitive people are. 

Here in the Philppines, it's a taboo when a couple cannot produce an offspring. Most of elderly will even ask my husband, maybe you do not know how to do it? Who's infertile? and so on and so forth.

Battling with infertility with both male and female factor is so hard especially when you are in a family where are couples are producing anytime they feel like it.

Thank God I have a very positive husband who always pulls me back up when I feel so down.